Seriously how hard is it to put me first… im supposed to be the love of your life and we are supposed to share everything yet you tell your parents and my parents things without even mentioning a thing to me and I have to find out through fb. Im sick and tired of being put second grow the fuck up we are going to have a little boy here in a matter of days and I actually need someone thats going stick by my side! Lifes not all about going and getting drunk all the time going out with your friends, its about taking responsibility and coming home to your child every night preferable not drunk or so late that your falling asleep. Your pushing me away slowly.. I dont know how much longer I can take this.. for the first time in the last year I just want to go home.. I thought this empty feeling had passed and creating my own family had healed the pain but at times like this I just want to go home.
19 days till my little bundle of joy is due. Cant wait to meet our little man:D so excited hurry up, I wanna be a family of three already x